omg this is the 500th post!! i have written 500 essays since April 2007, so that's 500 essays in 3 years, 3 essays per week~ im so awesome right, thankyouthankyou :D

i feel so fuckin sick now. not cos i'm sick, but cos i got super carsick/bussick after taking 154 to paya lebar from sch then change train to simei then bus back again. and i did that cos i wanted to get a seat and play PLANTS VS ZOMBIE!! HAHA. now i realize its not really worth it -.- -.- but its too late. hahaha

sem ending soon omg! so awesome. but still got quite alot of things to do before that. actually alot. hahaha glad to have finished IS though. but havent started on radio yet omg! D: and thursday is final speech+test, friday socpsyh presentation+test zZz not gonna study for the tests though, since speech's test is super low percentage and i always skip socpsyh tests anw

i feel so hardworking now, but there's too many things to do and i always prioritize the unimportant things. daii. oh and today co opt was having offer for nips and twisties, nips only 70c omg! bought 2 pacs of nips and a tomato twisties, should have bought more! shall go back tmr to buy more nips, nips ftw!!


Fansign day!


the only pic i took of them with my fone, the rest vids. i felt so embarassed when watching the vids cos i can hear myself screaming hongki's name damn loudly like a crazy woman -.-


koped from marie's blog! this was where we were, the ultimate spot right in front of the door!! went there 3 hrs plus earlier to get this spot can.



depressed after not seeing fti :( :( :(


cant rmb which day this is, we went shop/eat haha

FTI fansign on friday was awesome!!! screamed like crazy omg, THEY WERE ALL DAMN CUTE CAN. they were all being cute and stuff, hongki obviously acting cute but still cute. his attitude abit fucked up though, impression of him kinda spoilt on friday. but anyway minhwan is so damn good looking in real life omg!

for the signing i didnt get hongki, quite disappointed. but we swapped and gel got jonghoon hahaha she was damn damn high lmao. i got jaejin!!! he's omgly cute too, and after signing he asked me "how old are you?" in english with a super cute accent like omgawd!!!!!!

and guess what?!?!?! i was so fuckin excited/nervous/happy that he actually spoke to me that I SAID 16!! LOL my mind wasnt working anymore, too X.Xed! and i didnt even realize that i said wrongly until we went down and i screamed to gel that jaejin spoke to me and only then did i realize i told him wrongly like WTF. maybe he'd likes 17/18 year olds since he's 19. damnn!!!! HAHA

but anw contact time with them was damn short :( like 5 seconds only then the woman literally shifted me away :( :( BUT I SHOOK HIS HAND!!! KYAAAAA!! its like big and warm omg omg!! and his voice!! omg!!

lotsa pics and vids, shall upload asap i guessss.

FT Island <3<3


GO TO GEL'S BLOG FOR MOREEEEE, got some pics there too!

EESH.

today went to airport at 7 after sch to jie FTI. wait for 3 hours and guess what!!!! THEY DIDNT TURN UP -.- -.- -.- EEEESH. they went out through another gate wtf. we were all waiting at the belt there, then some of the girls started running. then everybody started running towards the other side of the airport, so we ran too. then run all the way nv see anybody, then all run back again. we did this twice -.-

apparently some ppl got tipped off that they werent coming out from the normal route. so they ran towards the gates on the other side. which ended up in a huge stampede of screaming girls running around terminal 2.

wtf sia. second time getting disappointed after goin airport to see them. PLUS THERE'S NO EXPLAINATION FOR TODAY WTF. they just disappeared, leaving all the fans waiting and running around like idiots. TMR BETTER BE GOOD SIA.

friday went over to baby's place after socpsyh~ supposed to do lots of work but we didnt :( watched silent hill till 3, the show was quite good! had delicious cakes that b's mum bought too hohoho~!

sat was an eating day~ went heeren eat shaved ice at dessert story wooo~ then mrt to tamp for tw chicken/meesua then bakerzin! but we quarreled over eating there or taking away :( blackfaced boy hmph. hahahaha anw we took away luh. went home, sked and ate the cursed but fantastic tasting bakerzin cake before goin ws. supposed to borrow book for writcom and eat potato one. but library close le, stupid library _|_ plus the potato suuper long queue. so in order to not make it a wasted trip we went to pierce ears LOL. i got my tragus pierced, b his right ear. and he bought the ring ring thing to hang in his hole-y earhole.

then home, sk againnnn. then watched narnia~ long show, finished around 3. then cooked maggie mee for him before sleeping. super tired!

this morning woke up at 10 hahaha healthy right. prepare, then went ws interchange. b was late cos i lied and told him i was meeting lynn at 12 instead of 1.

its gonna be abit confusing from here: i thought we'd end up late, so i told him we were meeting at 12. i didnt realize, but baby made plans after that to meet his friends at 12 too D: D: D: so he was late by the time we reached interchange at 1230, but i was super early. after he boarded his 88, i went ws walk walk~ then after awhile he calledddd and tadaa he was back at ws LOL.

end up he decided not to go meet his friends, after his skate lessons then meet. but anyway, the point of the entire previous paragraph plus this para is that he took a bus back to pei me for the 15 mins before lynn came when he could have just took the 88 straight home. <3<3 style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> i love you for what u did today hahahahaha)

shopping with bimbo was pretty good~! went far east, surprisingly there was nothing much to buy sia D: D: nothing really caught my eye or made me have the omgihavetobuythis feeling :( getting old le, nothing appeals to us anymore. or mayb its just me. hahaha. but anw we ate mars balls and kfc wooots. still managed to buy a few stuffs before goin to bugis for awhile to shop for abit more before heading home. didnt buy much today, but feet suuper aching! hahaha

cakes that b's mum bought! <3


tryina be arty: phaillll~ LOL


shaved eyes! hahaha


yayy <3


bimbo!!!!! hohoho



tragus weeee

mum's birthday was awesome!!! went te celebrate at nyny, surprise planned by small was epicness hoho. blog about it again when i get piccas. happy birthday mummy! <3

aii amm shu-per cha-ired. been up since 6am, and its been a wtflycrazy day. planning for final radio assessment, then two on the spot speeches (fml) in speechcom. then rush home to put down stuffs. reach home super fuckin tired but cannot sleep cos sleep alr sure cannot wake up one. so tahannnnn.

but thankfully nyny was really awesome, we ordered like freakin alot of food lmao. bill came up to be quite cheap too cos we signed up for some member thing then got many vouchers. wooo full like crazy, super shiok.

stupid mousehunt! i just realized that there's like so many other places i havent unlocked yet. wtf sia, still got so many things to do -.- i still thought i was like gonna reach the end alr. pifff.

SIAN. got so much work. worksss. all the big big percentage one somemore, fuck. radio 3min capsule, speechcom 10 min presentation, socpsyh journal 2 (due nxt week wtf!), writcom (fuckKk writcom), IS presentation.. still got what? idk if i missed out anything. wtf i hate school i hate school i hate school.

today talked to my mum about quitting sch, and surprisingly she didnt really violently object until my godma contributed her two cents worth. but dont think i will ba, not yetttt. also, i found out that mum pulled out small's tragus piercing when she got hers many years back. wtf?!?! D: D:

Today's horoscope: You must break old habits and be able to take a fresh approach to the challenges that face you. You must have the courage to make a change, and the changes needed have more to do with HOW you do things than WHAT you do. This is a time to find greater sincerity and meaningfulness in your life and work.

its like they're stalking me, its so damn accurate/gd advice luh. i've got to remember this.

but still. _|_ school.

was trying to do research for my writcom outline about pollution...but somehow...i ended up at some random blog LOL. was reading about how the writer(s) disagrees with the statement "please blog using proper english".



AND I SO TOTALLY AGREE HAHA.



anyway i went on reading, and i think i belong to the 'people who refuse to use proper english to blog thats why kena scolded/insulted' group. not that i got scolded/insulted before for using unproper english luh hahaha just v interesting to know that there are still normal people (normal being un-bengs/lians) who dont use proper english to blog even though they know perfectly well how to speak and write english.

but then again nowadays i blog with quite proper english alr compared to last time. plus i'm consciously trying to stop punctuating with hahas or lols. so idk what am i trying to say actually. mayb i'm just subconsciously tryin to waste time and wait for 10pm so i can start SKing again instead of doin the fucking outline. just maybe. HAHA.

hellllo! short post~

this week was crazy, almost died sia. damn stressed all the way until thursday, after the radio submission and speech tour. then it was awesome from then on yay~

thursday met b and k2 (kelly&kliang) at amk, watched daybreakers. quite lame~

friday night mj at marie hse with gel and hs hohoho stayed till 230. mj is awesome, mj with awesome ppl is AWESOME.

sat met baby at bishan, watched alvin and the chipmunks 2! cute siaaa esp the fat one, reminds me of fattee esmondee hahaha. then stay over at my place, godma ordered kfc weee~ supposed to watch 2012 but end up nv watch :(

this morning we went for macs breakfast! hahaha reached lyp macs at like 1055am LOL. heng sia. supposed to wake up at 8 but we heard the alarm haha. after breakfast went to buy 7 big boxes of cornflakes LOL. home after that, then sk till 3 before heading to tanah merah for b's lesson.

so now i'm waiting by the pool for baby to finish teaching. should be soon, its supposed to end at 630. its so nice here i dont mind waiting 2 hours hahaha. yay pasar malam later! <3

rose from baby! for no reason hahaha super random but super sweet <3


hoho photos with photobooth effects~ this place is so nice that even the background looks so homely. or mayb its just me. hahahaha

WTF DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHA

OMG IM SO TIRED HAHA

my legs are aching and my eyes are closing. i nid my specsss. oh i think i forgot to mention? but i lost it. hahahaha prolly at the ulu yishun cinema last month while watching feng yun with baby. :( :( i want new specks, i want the big big black one!

ok anw, today after IS presentation (which sucked big time), went with kimmy and kay liang to see baby and his vollehbally tournament. but they started late so only got to see baby play one round. cos its SnW, so its SnW standard, no climax. but b scored the last point!! hehhehheh :D

hmm we went sengkang the open field fly kite on sat! there so much better than marina, big space and wind and many many kites, there're easily 100 kites that day. and they're all damn high! that tym at marina, our kite was like one of the highest. but at sengkang, we're like one of the lowest :( those ppl prolly fly kite like we play sk. but anw it was fun, a mini mini picnic on newspapers LOL

yesterday was our study day. we went library and did some work before goin to tanah merah for skate lesson. i continued working (sounds like v yong gong sia, but actually was mostly sking) till b finished lesson, then jeremy sent us back to ws. ate at macs, baby threw fries at me :( LOL. oh he threw twigs at kim and i today too, what's happening to you?!?! D:

and after that we ate our MEGA AND FREE YOGURT! cos accumulated 7 chops le. hahahaha epicniesss <3 couldnt finish it though, too full after the macs le. home after that, baby continued his work while i nua-ed. watched dead silence after he finished, not bad, its shockity shocking.

pics!



THE $15+ AWESOME YOGURT



kite flying on saturday, koped from kelly's fb haha :D



avel and i testing out the effects we dled on photobooth while doin project! damn coool hahaha



class hoodie hahaha


cant rmb when was this, but its me and b's cheap cheap lunch at IMM! think it was $5.50, v filling.


also cant rmb when's this, some time last week. uncle birthday, went ktv

STARKINGDOMS ADDICTION!!!!!

the superwordy graybluescreened boringlooking game.

but it turns out to be damnnn fun!!! LOL. everytime i get hit its SO IRRITATING!! even though most of the time its by sectormates of ppl i just hit. but stilllll. hahahaha.

im so layzeeee to berlog. hate schooool :(

old pics, new pics :D

from b's birthday



chalet!


this was during xmas, check out the people lookin lol


np inline's urban last tuesday :D




ny eye!



2010 :D

hi :D

i'm 3 days late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR anyway! so long since my last post D:

lotsa stayovers this week. b just left, ytd stayed over also. hmm ok, i cant rmb anything before ny eye hahaha so yeah.

for ny eve countdown the 4 of us couldnt decide where to go cos everywhere was either too crowded or too ex. went plaza sing, bugis, and finally went to katib around 1130. there was the big poster with many celebs, so we thought should be okay. turned out like shit hahaha. alot alot of ppl though, the whole field was packed. anw it was boring lmao~ b came over after that, n we played starkingdom till late haha

1st jan, went to eat prata at jln kayu~ then arcade hohoho. ytd we went ws library study~ i went to find books for writcom, but now look at them they're pretty useless haha.went yishun find kim and look at court after that before goin north point kfc. chatted till 10 plus then home, baby stayed over :D watched district 9, pretty good!!

today is gonna be boring, b went off to play lan with his friends -.- its gonna b the first day i'm gonna stay home in the whole holiday. rawr gotta study for socpsyh ct if not im screwed, prolly gotta retake module if i dun do well. skipped too many tutorials and tests alr zzzz. i wanna sleeeeep though its 5pm and we just woke up 2 hours ago.



so, on the whole 2009 was pretty good for me, 2010 is definately gonna be better!!


last year, i got into ngee ann poly's mass comm
last year, i (most probably) learnt the most slides/slalom tricks i ever will in my life
last year, i really really felt that skating was my life
last year, i complained about living in pasir ris, probably for the first time
last year, my brain usage for school purposes probably totaled up to 10%
last year, i felt out of place so often i couldnt care anymore
last year, i really missed secondary school life
last year, i saw FTI
last year, i fell in love, and never saw it coming
last year, i really loved with all my heart for the first time
last year, i felt that i would love him this year, next year, and many many years after.
last year, i neglected many things: family, friends, studies, etc
last year, i felt lost and aimless many times
last year, i regretted choosing mass comm, but realized that there was nothing else i could do.
last year, i despaired, feared, was disappointed, insecure, helpless and lost.

but last year, i also felt true happiness, excitement, bliss, satisfaction, a sense of belonging and achievement

last year, it was awesome and i had the time of my life.

this year, i will treasure what i have.
this year, i will try not to get debarred for any core modules.
this year, i will get enough sleep and spend my awake time fruitfully.
this year, i will (try to) watch my diet and lose weight.
this year, i will make my life more meaningful.
this year, i will get a tattoo.
this year, i will try to manage my time better.
this year, i will be supportive.
this year, i will do my best to keep us together, until we can spend the end of this year in a proper countdown. :)

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